The best part of my days since writing this has been looking at you guy's feedback and comments, they make me laugh so much I love you guys for it❤️ Writing this book has been one of the best things I've ever done, it's helped me so much but what's helped me more it knowing how much it's helped you guys. I cant believe it, Castles is officially completed. After a few glorious moments we pulled apart but kept our faces close to one another's, it was a beautiful moment I never wanted to leave. With that I kissed him with everything I had the guests cheered as Gus kissed me back with the same amount of passion. How could I compete with that? The answer is.I can't. I never knew that during his vow I had started weeping, well sobbing in front of everyone. Without you, I would be sounds cliche but it's true, you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. ![]() ![]() It all changed when we first got together, I never felt happiness like it and I know that you did too fuck you made me feel things I didn't know I ever could. Every time I watched you get hurt it killed me inside, it made me feel helpless that I couldn't always protect you like I wanted to. At first you were there for me when no one else was in a way that no one had ever been I didn't realise then that those feelings were more than friendship even though I felt the exact same way about you. When tour started back in 2016, I realised that I couldn't do it on my own yet I was thrown into the deep end with these people that I thought were my friends.until I met you. "Okay.all throughout my life I've been a mess, drugs always got the better of me despite the occasional fleeting moment of happiness. Gus pulled out a crumpled piece of paper and cleared his throat, it was clear (to me at least) that his anxiety was getting to him. "We will now hear the vows, who would like to go first?" The atheist vicar person thingy began to drone on but I wasn't listening, Gus and I were just mouthing stupid things to each other like 'you look great' and 'I love you'. He had a gleam in his eye and I'm pretty sure I had one in mine too, I can't believe this is happening. Out of the two of us, he definitely was the cute one. He stood there in his tux, pink tux, with his recently dyed blonde hair fluffed up. I was going to fucking enjoy this feeling. ![]() I kept in time with the music as I saw everyone's eyes light up at the sight of me, this is one of the few times I actually felt confident and pretty. I heard all the guests stand up due to the creaking of the pews.that was my cue to start walking. My father was next to me smiling like mad as he looped his arm with mine, this was so exciting.I'll be married to the love of my life in like 20 minuets! The wedding music got to a point where it was my turn to walk down the isle Emma had just gone with Goth as the best man and maid of honour.
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